Foundation Creation

After listening to Open Your Heart, The Healthy Way I understand more about the nature of the chakras and how they can be used to understand more about myself.  For several months I've felt the imbalance and more so the intellectual observation of the imbalance in my chakras.  Searching for different methods of cleansing and not finding something "I Like" or want to practice, yet subtly feeling as if they are really important.  

I want to experience the higher chakras, and all to often try, but as it was pointed out a solid foundation is required to fully experience those higher ones.  Foundations, according to numerology, is my life path.  Interesting...

As G.I. Joe says "knowing is only half the battle".

I am at peace knowing that all I have to do is focus on my first chakra and am unconcerned with how long it will take to move on to the next.

That being said, what still concerns me is my financial security.  I want and enjoy earning money but don't like money being the focus of what I'm doing.  I have not been wise with money for the past several years mostly because of my security issues with my relationship.  I have the resources to manage my finances well, but management doesn't bring in more money.

I'm a homemaker and have plenty of time to do things, but I'm really picky about what I want to do.  I have a shit ton of ideas and a vision that "could" be a path to "heal the world though awakening others" but if I'm not awake then how do I know that I'm doing good or just serving my own ego?  

I want to create, but I want the creations to be in alignment with the Earth.  Conscious creation.  Earth first.  People second.  On the surface the idea is 100% control over others identical to being a shepherd as opposed to a dictator.  Money is security feature of today's age.  Blah, blah, blah.  I'm done.