Seeing Mean Green in My Feminism Past

Absolutely

I had lots of it. For example when I started out my spiritual path, everyone around me was "lightworking" (new age BS)

, despising rationality and altruism.

Right now in the integral movement, and I guess its like that every where, we have the problem of orange and green pseudo-integrals who still are defending their version of integralism with mean green meme tactics. I am in a big fight because of that right now, and though WE ARE the integral movement, integral understanding within my community is still so unstable that I cant lay the cards on the table(but I will, if I find a very integral way or if time changes our situation)

 I am int he green party of germany(its much stronger than the nader party, though loosing a litttle now, because the other parties are turning to "third way" politics talk, eating the greens, but we still have about 10 %), and i have thrown the towel after two years.

I am talking a little street style, so my language is not always totally pc, but my mind defintely is(and my pc-ness is integrally embedded, which means relative and context-oriented).

Lots of people do talk pc, but are not.  F.ex., there are two words for immigrants, immigrant and a street word("ausländer", outlander). Now it is me who is constantly trying to get more immigrants to participate in the political process, and now and then I forget "the pc-ness code", THOUGH I AM THE ONE WHO WANTS TO HELP AND THEY DONT CARE.

Ridicolous. Talking about cultural backrounds and psychological situations to explain behaviour is totally taboo, feminists who critizice childish pseudo-feminism(boomeritis candidates using their sensibilty to rise in the party) get shouted down in an absurdly aggressive way.

We also have, to stay un-pc ; ), immigrants in our oarty critizicing things about their own communities in a selfreflecting internal way, and others, homegrowns and add-tos, hunt them down(f.ex., christianity is bullshit, but islam can not be critiziced; I am not taking position, because both views are very sub-integral, but the bigottry is disgusting)

But if I am really thinking about it and the communication-situations of my life, i guess that besides obvious bad things in my first-tier lifetime(nazis, totalitarians, nature-destroyers, sexists and so on) the mean-green meme thing is really one of the things that gave my "angry sebastian" subpersonality the most food.

Back in the days(btw, i myself had a boomeritis problem in my youth( only a decade a go)) I never understood why itr was more important to not hurt each other and to give no one the feeling to be too stupid then to live with vitality and be creative and develop yourself.

your little question just provoked mquite some text!

Its so good and soothing to have this community    ; )

Wishing you the best anita

Sebastian