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  Mr Robo-to! now ma girl

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this make sme sad

If Eva stays with u then you find me an extra guy to armaerrry too and we can all be a big 4some appy fanmily

otherwise idont

i just want 2 die youujerkoff

idont do 3 some anymore sorry gby

2 think how eva dance girls...

 ...... THINK!



I thought this was a robot's head becau it liked mer and that is why it sold lil e mermaid awe electronically this sketch of itself that came with the CD that i ordered from CD Baby but appears to already be paired up with humans e.g. Adam OR Eve who is submissive to Adam and does not have equal rights nor intelligence on the level of Satan or an Al Mighty God of Babraham and allah of whom (including Adam) are stacked on "top" of the little mermaid of Atlantica, GHD (Gamma-Hi, D! (FA!)loloroxy bbutyric Beauty-Rate so falolofa-Li-lo o lilith, Fish (talking to the litle fishies in the sea who are below me) that is what the yellow folowars flowers followers told me through abarbara-wired fence as i peered through a multitude of diamonds and saw what were millions of shimmery and vibrating yellow folowers with the green grass on the ground at the airport and lo and behod what do you know i think i get to go! Yay for me. And I am at the down bottomlo in the ocean bu that is ok becau i do not like to face them any way and they can all follow me GB olr just G spelled out) so it go to sho how much mo evolved lilita was befo the age of mens and is still above as below and that s ok because i do not have common sese beginning with the rise of agriculture during the mythical two dimensional structure approximately 10,000 years ago which was already deficient by that time due to a shift in the mode of food production since accordion to Ken W., it is the mode of food prodicktion that determines who gets to be on top or missionary-style position and who has to be in submission as om. "When women dug a garden with a digging stick o hoe, God was a hoe o woman. When God plowed the fields with a powerful ox-drawn cart and plow as in farmboy, God was a phat farm Man nad that was because men are muscular which is fine for tack thenhim but let's go back to a time before Allah dat to why don't we talk about something fun. Let's talk about magic! And before there was the technology d of God and the word of God there was the sound of the frequency and what's the frequency, kenneth? That's where telepathy and Sorcery and the vital forces of magic and music reside to plug into the masses to change the world beyond beyond a mere grasp of magical foraging and nature worship to Sorcery before magic became deficient and no longer sufficient to meet the demands of a new age of power gods and witch are craft and then mutated into a pantheon of celestial humanoid Goddesses and Gods in the Heavens during the positive and efficient phase of the horticultural age which began as predominantly matriarchal and then degraded into the predominantly patriarchal gods now lower-cased in hurticultural mythical and cattle herding and grazing to move aside for the God Al Mighty One God the Father of agricultural prior to the age of technology and informantion age of "The fishis not so good, Al!" of HappyDays these days go on nad on and on" in the Industrial strength music or commercial of "What's that smell?" O Nine In Nails Honest Bob On Top of honest Bobbi AKA honest Baa-bi as in, Baa-Be Baa-Be-Being-In-Truth we is Veritioning and Imparting the Truth as we speak in Diaphaneity (transparency) and all non-scripted and in wholeness and in clarity with concrete evidence and proof and to continue on in that same old dance and song to buy the bot or bought to use today by magical pars pro to-to buy the thing it is mpw magically exchanged changed from a "Thing" such as a robbot into a oh no! Wateva the Eva or Eve to be submissive to the Adam so a girl! And me submissive to Eve so i don't caer to be a part of this freak show any mo nothing against owomen i have been with women and they can kiss great beneath him and above me because wateva is a Girl so it seems and changed from a robot to a Satan to a watevaunless it is a sketch of a single androgynous deity.[49] be a plot to take control of thsi mind what with the3 knife sticking out of the side of its toothless head but it looks like it could be three different faces facing three different angular perspectives to confuse the likes of mer of the ocean blue or lunar mare basaltic seas of lunapics even further for the mere sake of deception to trick mer to try to take possession and control not only of her mind but of her soul d it does seem falling star could be a face even the moon could be a face even the space that appears to be a vacuous space on the right of the night pr day sky sky or whatever is on the left i mean the right could be the face of homer simpson or maybe someone esle hell maybe even me. I think that my face is somewhere in there if no where else; most liely it is the one buried underneath the mound of shit or hill on the bottom of the sketch or could be the mound of shit itself since my dad or some face it looks like is kissing the the mound of shit and likes the shit which must be me liking me and then off to the side of me is my mom, whom I thought was a human, may be a robot or could b me by golly me again or my bortjh borthr? smince my mother she or he not me (unless this is some kind of premonition of loosing teeth later somehow) applepeas to be missing a fiew front teeth and incidentally, my bother mother keeps swallowing a front tooth (a false tooth) leaving her with no time in the very last minute to repair her snaggle-toothed grin before departing to Japan each and every time the day before or on the day of her departure to Japan accidentally each time. I'm not quite sure of the meaning of allah diss shit in this context unless it is acaracature of shit and smotking meth and roottted-out rotted-out teeth which I do not have and have healthy teeth nad no concavities of the upper head and i do not smoke meth any mo althoug h i do admit that i have smoked the shit in the past and enjoy it and wouldn't mind somo right now if i had some. Should the caracature (we will presume of me fo na, since the Satan charactert i had already dancwed a whirl and changed ithe thing nto a girl named, "Wateva," meaning the bride of Adam, Eve of 2D), since it iwas sent to me, is not in reference to meth, then it is in reference to bm or bowel movement literally which is also "shit" but i don't know why fraknly frankly annie frak or brak i would be associated with bowel movement unless it is in reference to cartoons i have done on bm or to smelling like shit or to runny things associated with shit such as milkshake machines or lava explosions from valcano eruptions or the time of sitting on Santa's lap and heraring hearing an explosion or fart from Santa's lap or earthquakes which does remind me of the visit from Sata n the time he came ova and all the water pressurization started acting up in the bathroom and kitchen plumbing and the ground and the house began to shake and tremble as if there were about to be an explosion of shit from the ground or water shooting out from skipets uncontrollably due to built-up water pressure but i dod not smell anything when Satan was there and no, do not think that i smell like shit or smell. Maybe it means that i think that i am "the shit" maning "higher than thou" or could mean that shit is the lowerst thing that one can be deneabed deneabed demeaned to which i occasionally do but only for mun. I men meant, fun and funny to do cartoon skits it cracks me up all the time don't ask me why perhaps i like to do self-characterizations of the self. The only other think that i can think is tha t maybe somethins garbage and has low worth which i do admit of having low self-worth since in orde to have a sense of worth one must first feel a sense of kinship among other humans which i have never felt and and i don't frankly think anna frankly, that i have accomplished very much in my likfe that is worth feeling any sense of accomplishment or pride from sicne all that i do is write stories abd i am on mental disability and cannot seem to drive very well and do not understand directions or people and am not self-sufficient and have no inerest in what most people such as people who have day jobs and watch the baseball game on TV and can mamange their bills and go to work on time and to bed on time and have regular schedules and do grown-up things with their church and community and socialize which is quite a bore for me nad alli do not "belong" to a mythic membership or community of anything on ally any "level" what with being so not-like other girls so not able to find affinity in female friendship or bonding becau they always had their "curcle" or "inner circle" of friends that i was never a part of but nor am i chummy with guywaht with they be only trying to get a piece of my ass but not want to be my firned friend and im not a social individidual or butterfly in the first place nd cannot look people in the eye due to asperger and don't like to allor discrates disgraces? desecrates? the divinity of a being if looking them in the eye directly and tend to look at a person's mouth when they talk then when they talk or mostly tune them out becau frfrandly it is hot not very interesting talking to humans nor listening to them so do not regard myslef as desecrating the Earth with pollution just becau i am messy and disorganized which would be taking the analogy a little too far since while I do admit that i am messy and think somethimes that God or some form of dividity diffinity divin Di Vi Ni Ty is requiring this of me to go for days (like Jesus did i think, during his las t days to hget back to his father and went into isolatution and possibly did not have access to modern-day conveniences or amenities suchas a shower) so tha i can by exampla call attention t they false thinking of "personal hygeine" and a spotless kitchen floor while the foundation below, the Earth, is becoming disecreated and filthed by they mess becoming uninhabitable from the burnign f fossil fules is next to Godliness simply because they think that "cleanliness is next to Godnliness," sounds frankly it rather stinks and sems disingenuous and also, against they teaching to doo so if they are the steareds of the Earth and were supposed to be the stewards of the Earth but think that they are better than the Earth but does not mean that becau i am messy or maybe disecrate my budy with exrements that i waste resources carelessly on consumerism or frivolous lifestyle habits and only use up 3 Earths due to being dependent on an energy syste that is out of date in the SE where we must rely on Fossil fules for electricity and much of everything else yet not as based as most Americans who would use up the size of 4-5 planet Earths if the planet had to support their lifestyles of consumerism where as i am haredly ever finding the need to ever buy anything including clothing or food or driving or going out and usijng nothing but a compujter or an airconditioner becu of alway being hot and feeling of needing to do thsi writing on the computer beca idont know why mayb e love and loving ot write. It doesn't seem to do me angy good just to lie on th stomac on the beed in prayer to whatever down there can take me down therer or maybe alreaydy down so if i already am, then i don't wnanta be here or there or up or down so don't have anywyere to go maybe i can go back down into the ocean and be with the merman and the mmer because i don not have a suol. accordion to the humans any wayz if i am really Lillith. I'm really confjusted i thought i had a home to go to sometime or place in the Universe and that is where or when i wanna go right o now to leave this horrible place where i have no rights am quite out of palace and am as low as an aminal because of writing all the itm on the computer and not taking abakth and reacating creating a mess but not much just around me but having to live in my stepdat's property where i cannot even open the lower blinds without permission aconnot listen to music no room to dance no provicy not even my room to the bedroom door does not lock in case i want to prance around naken no energy icannot even cry and have to keep it all inside becau i can't cry in fromto f humans especially my parents and don't have anywehere to go to do any thing amd nothing here but a compuper but do not talk to any one and cannot feel like anything but an alien so i know i am n an aline alien, a foreigner, or barbarian since that is what my name "means" in Greek and since when havie i ever paid much regard or attention to the importance o a "name" to acknowledge a person's being? I don't necessarily object o to "being" since it is an aspect of being human and most even myslef i regard as a "muman being" whatever that means maybe a cat or cow perhaps a variant of a type of "human" that is mute yet, nonetheless a "being" but not reaslly sure whether i am since "Being" entails "belonging" to a part of a group or tribe or heritage which i can't do due to being a of mixed ancestry and half Japanese annd half White and in thesse times ego or I or "being" merely perpetuates the ego and being over that of doing stewardship which is what their jobs were i thought by they God of another but the because the self of today is no longer concerned with merely "being" or "belonging" to an identity or mythic membership of group, the sense of identity and being has shifted from that of being and belonging to that of having and ownign and possession of things in space and that is what is at the core of what is really smelly in this identity thinkg that of owning things and property rights of the meaning of names of pleaplesalthough when u look at hte cartoons and characters that are emerging you could call it a Hanna-Barbera Productions (not sure why i typed "Barhie" whether that was a typo or typed as a not as-yet0recognized alertations although when adding the Greek prefix, a- wither to "A-hana-Abarbera AproductionsA or to "AbarbarA" what we get is not an arational manifestation or aperspectival perception of of anything but merely a cartoon-face painted onto what is ultimately irrationao or pre-rational in character perhaps die due to immaturity it is feeling hot i am wonding if something is on fireand I know tha his tjat os my stepdat's property is not my home and that my home is not here and i want to go home. I don't have to have oromatnic love ujust take me to my home maybe my fater's home who wil accept me to the one referred to on teh profile page under about me. But if my face on the picture, i dont know where it is and which what to turn to go down. O] o i am tired of trying to figure this out/ i probly used all the rong pictuers on the video but i do noti i cant really see anything i do not know who or what i am and i really do wodner people wonder who am o

i don't know any people so the song is not something that i can relate entirely to but am thinking maybe i am arthur lee since we seem to have so much in common and that certain entities ith whome i ma not connected with on a personal basis appear to be privty to some inside infomation concerning what i should do (whether with respect to me personally) or whether as a merely offer aparallel or as a quadruplicity in which case they hare having a parallel-quadruplicity of similraitieis in their theimes but with other people and not with me so are on a commom "path" (so to tspead) and can perhpas assist me in that regard by offering some clues on what they do if tey weas me or could otherwise give me a ride or take me home if they are that Satan thing who seems to be alive but is not a person or if all else fails, Satan (or who or hwatever it was) could kill me since there seems to be a "knife" theme in the musec selecitons tha ti am noticing and in i am just trying to get home however way i i am supoosed to go whether by natural means or artificually in this life or in the afterlife and i don't way to stay over here if heaven or hell is my home and would just rather go there if no here in space is my "home" and i am ready but am too chicken to hear ere ear that Elliott Smith got stabbed four times in the chest when he got tired of life but when i tried to confirm that information elsewhere it was reported that he was only stabbed twoce and not four times in the chest and i know i heard that when he died and am wondering maybe the two other stabbings refer to some muder murder that was perceived from a future time of death of perhaps me or some one lese.

Don't mind me i'm just tyhing tofigute out this riddle:

BARHIE!	Posted by A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE! on 26 Apr 10 Monday - 04:35 [Reply to this]  [Remove]  [Block User]

	A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE!	he first medieval source to depict Adam and Lilith in full was the Midrash Abkir (ca. 10th century), which was followed by the Zohar and Kabbalistic writings. Adam is said to be perfect until he recognizes either his sin or Cain's homicide that is the cause of bringing death into the world. He then separates from holy Eve, sleeps alone, and fasts for 130 years. During this time Lilith, also known as Pizna or Naamah, desired his beauty and came to him against his will. She bore him many demons and spirits called "the plagues of humankind".[48] The added explanation was that it was through Adam's own sin that Lilith overcame him against his will. "Lilith" from Michelangelo's "The Temptation of Adam and Eve". A common iconographic depiction of the serpent of Eden in late Medieval and Renaissance art. Older sources state clearly that after Lilith's Red Sea sojourn, she returned to Adam and begat children from him. In the Zohar, however, Lilith is said to have succeeded in begetting offspring from Adam during their short-lived sexual experience. Lilith leaves Adam in Eden, as she is not a suitable helpmate for him. She returns, later, to force herself upon him. However, before doing so she attaches herself to Cain and bears him numerous spirits and demons.[48]   Alla dis crap now overdetermined by amagic spell that me cat when meeweezaa waza 5 (go ask my mother), which mewe sing alla da time after learning out to spelllout manana:   HI! AE AM 5 YEARS OLD TODAY! AND MY NAAMAA IZ (bbbback forgot it):     Posted by A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE! on 26 Apr 10 Monday - 05:00 [Reply to this]  [Remove]  [Block User]

	A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE!	i cant remember it is on one of them songs played backweards and time bent and reversed and shrunk to fit in 130 years of Adam's fasting from Eva into 130- pounds of me body weight and the power girls song that was accidentally reversed to powerless is overdetermined by higher consciousness so that we won't bee accientally negatively effected by mistakes from bmakgic which i do by accidenbt osome time but couldn't lose weight evne though ive ben fasting to try to lose weight on nutririsysetm program which hasn't budged to get under 130 lbs for about a month or more even though i've been on it and trying to lose it for at least a month and this has never happened to me before and now i know why i am probly being sacrificed to the Universe so now gjwegonachange alladat unless ikhave to lose the i and stay this way at 130 weight for love and for animal sacrifice to humans todrown in the ocean to save the earth N for death of i fpr deatj pf egpo ego o oshrink both space and time into about 00:30 seconds or :003 seconds cant remember edidn't look on the magic spell but hat new mutation results in not javnng to repeat previous issues todo new things with whateva that but will take care to fall into the water to drown if i have to becuase this life is not worht living weithout love and ould like to go badkto out-of-sapeins protoanthropoos when me is accepted   Posted by A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE! on 26 Apr 10 Monday - 05:40 [Reply to this]  [Remove]  [Block User]

	A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE!	feel very weak just remember ed that i havent been takeing my thyroid medications for about i don'tnow how olong   Posted by A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE! on 26 Apr 10 Monday - 05:45 [Reply to this]  [Remove]  [Block User]

	A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE!	dont have any left maybe don't need any mo i just want to go home   Posted by A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE! on 26 Apr 10 Monday - 05:47 [Reply to this]  [Remove]  [Block User]

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for full post (including that good studff that got all left out) the magical audio and video that allahayaha are missing to avoid partiality:   http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=136278781&blogId=533372686   Posted by A-HA!-NA-AH-A-!B-A-R-B-E-R-A. BARHIE! on 26 Apr 10 Monday - 06:54 [Reply to this]  [Remove]  [Block User]