Simple Joys of Mermaidenhood....

 

I took the snapshot above with my digital camera while standing in front of a mirror in the bathroom.

I cannot figure out the blue ..Hello Kitty.. bow appeared on the back of my head. My brother thought it was something reflected by another light source and caught by my head, but I cannot understand how my head could reflect on something because it doesn't appear to be the kind of object that can reflect anything. I think it could be ectoplasm but would like to get a scientific explanation first on how such a thing can appear.

Oh and when I took the picture, do not recall seeing anything on or through the lens during the preview except for my head. No Kitty cap. Didn't even see it until after I took the picture.

Thanks, but your explanation sounds too three-dimensional, perspectival, and spatial. Not your fault though; becau i axed for a scientific xplanation and that is wha i got.

I still believe that it is ectoplasm that morphed into the shape of a Hello Kitty cap hair bow which appeared magically on the back of my head at the very moment of snapping the photo cau it was attracted to my brand new auburn-red highlights and how the back of my hair was so pretty and shiny with all the ringlets and curls cascading down my back like it used to be when I was 2 (which was naturally that way when I was 2 (auburn with long ringlets) but now it is only frizzy and dull unless I curl it or straighten it with a curling or straightening iron and I rarely bother to curl or straighten or make pretty any more for not going anywhere and because it is too time-consuming and boring just to do for no reason) and probably reminded the ghost or ectoplasm of little girl hair or how my hair was like when I was 2 and so it wanted to adorn my hair with a pretty blue hair accessory so turned into a little girl hair accessory to imitate the hair bow of Hello Kitty which is very similar in shape and colour to the one worn by me (see below I mean seee above) and is worn near the top of her hear or head and on one side only hot to be like mer or the Little Mermaid and then started curling the back of it with a curling iron, too (that was told out of sequence: I meant, prior to the appearance of the hair bow); and spent about 3 hours making ringlets with the curling iron on the back of my hair even though I wasn't planning on taking a picture of the back of my hair; just the front: but when I tried to take a picture of my face two different times (at least), my face appeared old and it freaked me out. Tha is why i had to turn it over but now suspect that the ectoplasm may have had something to do with altering my perception or senses or distorting my face in the photo in order to scare me to make me turn around to only take a picture of the back of my head so that it could dress me up like Hello Kitty cau the mouthlessness in the back of my hair reminded it of Hello Kitty though I'm not disputing your three-dimensional mechanical-causal explanation rational explanation.

Can you render it into a four-dimensional timespace? Nevermind. i alraedy did.

BTW, I'm not rejecting a rational explanation such as above which considers the ectoplasm formation's physical appearance and behavior ("what it does") and recognizes it as an anomaly that is encountered infrequently in digital or electronic photos and is thought to be an artifcat that got sent there instead of a kitty cap so is likely to be caused by an anomaly in the device or lens in a digital or electronic camera whenever it gathers and concentrates light and triggers an anomaly or artifact which bounced to either the back of my hair or more likely bounced against inside of the camera lens during the conversion process into light while snapping the photo so is obviously operating according to natural physical laws of Newtonian physics and mechanical causation in three-dimensional space as one would of course expect such a formation to follow to some degree and not depart entirely into the Twilight Zone or behave as if it is is in or from a parallel universe with different physical laws or that an exotic new physics such as plasma cosmology must now be investigated to explain these plasma formation or ectoplasmas rationally.

That is to say, to the extent that it manifests on some level spatially and physically, is subject to the normal mechanical or physical laws or rules of operation of three-dimensionality such as gravity, logic, and whatnot. This observation made of course with the understanding that a rational or scientific approach must be undertaken at some point in our current inquiry for a rational explanation so as to be able to consider other things besides ectoplasms, disembodied wentities or entities, or ghost-like apparitions should we strove to get a more definitive answer than the more generic and anonymous "the Itself" but is at any rate inadequate four or for our purposes in the fourth dimension if rational science is used as our sole approach as an investigative tool into these "anomalies" which have already been "explained away" scientifically as apparently common every-day anomalies due to camera effects and so on by at least two or three different responders thus far which we do not dispute at all insofar as something that may have "occurred" at the time of the snapshot but are no longer as confident as the typical person to simply isolate and point to that as the "cause" or "source" of the Hello Kitty hair bow appearing on my head in light of other anomalies that appear to be somehow related to the hair bow but are clearly not themselves "caused" by camera effects and are at least to this witness an unusual set of circumstances surrounding the hair bow's appearance but cannot say for sure until we read what we have typed which is paradoxically becoming more incoherent and more transparent the more we type having "gathered" some time ago that whatever its business or purpose is for nexting or nesting in my bed of wild and curly, soft, and shiny hair (at least, then) for some weeks now2, that the hair bow itself and things we have explored today appear to be somehow interrelated but aspects that are zero, first¹, and second and four dimensional which are the dimensions concerned more with meaning and purpose and the "whys"3 rather than the "What does it do?" or "How it do at?" or "What is it?" or, as KW would say, science asks, "What does it do?" and religion, philosophy, and myth asks, "What does it mean?"4

first¹, one-dimensional magical structure has more in common with the hard sciences of the three-dimensional mental-rational structure in that it does not ask, "What does it mean?" but like the hard sciences of three-dimensionality, is concerned with "doing." However. Unlike rational science, it does not ask, "What does it do?" or ask anything but simply is doing without knowing. This we find important to clarify before going any further and included one-dimensional by default because we are concerned with those structures not addressed in rational science. In addition, we find a heavy magical theme going on here with the mouthlessness that is being pointed out and what not.. We are noticing a pattern of font colour changes but think that perhaps there may be a glitch involved due to noticing that the font appears to change colour automatically in conjunction with switches from normal to italicized font or vice-versa but cannot tell if this was intentional or accidentally-produced by a glitch.

now2, we must take a break to see what is going on here. Now in light of the footnote of first¹, w e cannot tell if "now2" was intended to be numbered item to footnote for additional notes as well, a typo, or in reference to the number of weeks nexting or nest in my bed of wild and brb

having "gathered" some time ago that whatever its business or purpose is for nexting or nesting in my bed of wild and curly, soft, and shiny hair (at least, then) for some weeks now2,

"whys"3. Since i already had a running footnotes thought I would add one more item:

first¹, and second and four dimensional which are the dimensions concerned more with meaning and purpose and the "whys"3 rather than the "What does it do?"

I will not read anything into what others sing about and will assume that these are their personal or their personal relationship experiences or thoughts having nothing to do with what I am currently reporting as my personal experiences. But do find it weird that the first song, "Outside," is about getting old and breaking down which is how I feel (getting old with both body and face breaking down and having to go outside to smoke a ciggie all the time to sit out in the cold) and 2 days ago I found out that the scoliosis had degenerated by 13 degrees in just two years, one breast implant had "deflated" and robably badly deteriorated or decomposing but think it is plastic material so would not be rotting but probably gross I would imagine (the saline leaked out entirely of one but to be expected after 15 years) and that the most recent pics were so shockingly old-looking that I had to turn my face around take a picture of my hair from the back of my head instead but did not do that intentionally to copy his song but will not accuse others of copying me, neither; the second, "Face Go Down," which at first struck me to be in reference to my profile pic and therefore stolen intellectual property from my current profile pic on the song title but my face is not "down" but turned around so maybe has nothing to do with my pic although I found it strange that what I had written about a few hours ago concerning the asking "whys"3 (essentially, "What does it mean?") was defomed i meand defined as concerns or questions pursued in areas or dimension out side of hard science although I had erroneously included one-dimensional magic in the mix or list which was not my intent. The third song does not appear to be related to anything in my experience as I am not afraid and do not think that problems with Asperger or being agoraphobic or a bad driver makes me afraid because I am not afraid but am very bummed that I got up to 130 lbs. and cannot be seen in public (not even get gas) until I am back to 110 but do not regard this as fear but just a body image problem that is already going away and will be gone within a month (I already lost 2 lbs. so am 128). The next one is about a baby who is not able to get milk from its mother which was what happened to me and the last one is a robot thing

Here is the link. Only posting it because I think that it is necessary to point out given the tendency of people to not look deeply into seomething and think that all of this is due to a camera effect or can be explained scientifically or rationally.

Am I the only person who thinks this is odd?

http://www.myspace.com/greymelchermusic

●●●●●●●●● Great. I copied my fourth and final footnote so as to not stop at a trinitarian number after coming across it again and seeing it as a bad sign so do not want to stop at 3 after somehow realizing that my irrational deletion of Katie from my friend list about 2-3 years ago had to do with her use of the number 3 and thinking she was somehow evil which back then was dismissed as acting slightly "crazy" for deleting people becauseI didn't like their name and superstitious things but am wondering if it was triggered atemporally by having a perception from the future that seems to be taking advantage of Tommy and breaking his heart. Hopefully he is ok and has friends of his own in Japan. I copied it again:

"What does it mean?"4 O i do not know. Just needed to have four instead of three and then realized that I am suggesting that the artist above is evil when that wasn't my intent but am also tired and haven't slept in days even though I think I have been taking the correct number of Adderalls I agreed on: 4 a day. Oh. Just noticed that 4 number again. What I am saying is that I do not think that Ican ultimately state it in words whatever truth I am stating but hope that this blog will be useful to others; and that I remember now that when I copied "What does it mean?"4 the first time to paste as a footnote the dots up there appeared instead which freaked me out a little but will not attempt to ask what anything means.

Earlier today and all day today, every time I walk around, my body has tingling sensations. Mybody is changing but it is not simply body sensations but the energy is spiritual. It makes me feel very safe and. It is indescribable. Just felt like sharing that with the world since many would be happy to know of the existence of such a thing. A spiritual presence that puts music in your head and makes your body tingle. Also I hear music in my head sometimes. I hope I will be going home soon.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Small Melcher

Feb 11 2009 6:52 AM We're all routing for you and hope you get through your surgeries as quickly and as painlessly as possible. I know you've had a pretty hard life, little one. It's hard to make sense of such a tragedy, but the good one with pull you through and it will go to good purpose at some point in the future. Until then!!! LOL!!!!!! Gave I bring some Banana pudding to your hospital room?

Grey Melcher’s Little Black Boxes

Dec 27 2008 9:00 PM

The fourth dimension being the dimension whose task is to resolve those questions of first tier religion, philosophy, and myth by becoming transparent to the whole so as to render this truth diaphanously. That being said, we can now take this information from science (which doesn't resolve our questions or curiosities) and integrate it into that which we had initially (and continue to) perceive as an arational manifestation in that:

1. By meaningful coincidence, we were involved at the time with kitty cap and Hello Kitty themes so could instantly recognize that the formation above was more than simply a random fluke or dust particle blowing across the lens or a light anomalywas in reference to Hello Kitty, kitty cap, or Hello Kitty's pretty hair bow I did, after all, get all dolled up to take a picture of not "me" (necessarily) but a picture of my hair after spending hours to make it perfect. If there were disembodied entities around, my activity would have naturally aroused their curiosity and attention and they too would insist on being photographed by emanating an unknown substance from their bodies (be it "ectoplasm," charged particles, an artifact of the lens or whatever) and turning it into the shape of a pretty hair bow accessory at just the right moment to use as a photo op as well and to provide a final touch that is both whimsical and artfully done (and playful) suggesting the presence of conscousness and acausal elements at work. Especially when we consider the odd circumstances surrounding the pose of having to do an about-face to hide face after scaring my own self away upon seeing a picture of my face that looked shockingly old (and not how we look in the mirror or in other pictures) which resulted in a magical mouthlessness effect and the fact that mouthlessness (turned black all by the Itself) is depicted in the artwork of one-dimensional magic throughout the world and in Hello Kitty.

Guess what. I have a mixtape of myself singing in the bathroom to the Camelot musical or motion picture soundtrack except that my version is the Vanessa Redgrave version whereas the musical accompaniment is from the Original Broadway cast so is slightly different. I am uploading it to hear but is very slow (not sure how many minutes or songs are left to upload but will try to do a better job in presentation; maybe add guitar chords if we cannot synchronize the vical or vocal with music minutes left).

O yeah guess what: I am having surgery on my back on Tuesday in Tallahassee to partially correct the scoliosis. What led me to this decision was going back to work rolling egg rolls for my mom where I must stand for about 2 hours each day 3 days a week over a makeshift worktable (it is a regular dining booth table in the eating/seating area that I use as my work area) which is too low to roll egg rolls on while standing up but too high to roll egg rolls on while sitting down leaving me no choice but to stand awkwardly stooped forward over the table and then noticing that my back is much worse after not having to stand in uncomfortable or awkward positions since 2003; so had caught me by surprise that I had such a severe back problem that was being partially masked by poor posture that is twisted to avoid uncomfortable positions and because that is how my spine is changing my posture over time.

I had been noticing increasing pain over the past two years but have always dealt with moderate back pain so did not consider surgery to be a matter that I would need to consider until perhpas it became more severe but changed my mind immediately after going back to work and experiencing severe back pain and having to take many breaks curled on the floor to stretch my lower back then and was told by the doctor the other day that the scoliosis worsened in both upper and lower spine by about 13 degrees from the x-ray from two years ago which I thought sounded abnormally bad to worsen by 13 degrees in only two years and didn't buy the doctor's explanation of "gravity" causing such changes in two years (maybe over 20-40 years--but not 2 but couldn't tell if he was making a joke or was serious) and cannot use the regular table in the kitchen area which is the correct height but cannot work there because the smell is like rotten meat, the floor is too slippery, the stoves and cooking things are too hot and emit very hit hot heat, the light is too bright, the water is too loud, and the temperature is too hot and it is too noisy with too many people walking in and out (BOTH my mom and dad are there a LOT and Timmy is kind of fat) so i do not like to be in the kitchen so roll the egg rolls ona dining table which kills my back but at least I am not nauseated and distracted.

But at least this surgeon trains other surgeons on how to perform this particular procedure in North Florida which makes me feel that I am in good hands and that I will probably gain 2 inches in height. Can't wait. Here is the procedure:

Synthes oracle direct lateral interbody fusion lumbar one/two, two/three, three/four with pedicle fixation lumbar one to four end posterior lateral fusion. He said that partially correcting the lower spine may straighten out some of the upper but may require a follow-up surgery if it does not straighten out on its own.

We then got this idea after noticing a deflated breast implant on the left or right side on the x-ray but only one to inquire about more surgery if insurance will cover it. Was surprised to lean that United Healthcare is still active (the Delta insurance still works).

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I recorded my singing voice for the songs prior to downloading the musical accompaniment and was too tired to beatmap the songs together to synchronize their tempos which doesn't work for us on Sony so must do it manually measure-by-measure on Audacity which is very time-consuming. What I did find curious was that I had never heard the song, "St. Geniveve" (sung by Guenivere) which is the song prior to "Simple Joys of Maidenhood" prior to an evening but it just so happened that the song that I was singing, "The Lusty Month of May," while "Saint Geniveve" is playing sounded to be in the same key with very similar chord progressions and with key words such as "It's here" heard sung in one song and then echoed a few seconds later in the other and with lyrics sounding sometimes to be a point:counterpoint and paired randomly yet arationally but not identically due to opposing or conflicting themes (one in which Guenivere's role of a pious and obedient lamb praying to a saint and being virtuous and expressing concerns for someday growing old (?) (from what I can gather) is paired oddly in point:counterpoint style of contrapuntal (sort of but not really) with Guenivere's giddy excitement over becoming amorous, whimsical, and naughty during the lusty month of May and the last few verses (where I start to sing, "lala lala la lalalala....") was supposed to go, "the birds and bees with all of the vast amorous past gaze at the human race aghast...." instead. And they both begin and end simultaneously.


la lala

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O Yo Yo man check this out: I posted the sentence below (in bold) last as an after thought; but posted it below the playlists: not AT the playlist where this song happens to play. Weird.

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Only one playlist plays or turns on automatically on psychomatic; the rest must be turned on manually

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I thought the song below was "Guenivere" from the motion picture soundtrack for Camelot but was surprised to find that it was a different Guenivere. I used to own a copy of this song or album but cannot remember who does it.

(Fiat Justitia, Ruat Caelum).

In all honesty, after years of research & the pragmatism of quantum thought, plus the adage that there is more than what meets the eye

For example, in STS-75 I believe, Concerning the tether incident, when Nasa had the cameras turned to the UV spectrum a very curious rendering came about from that information that is out of our regular human sight spectrum, it looked like an aquarium of things swimming around the tether/satellite...Plus several other clips from the shuttle & ISS that clearly show something in the air that has organic properties even though they are out of our limited sight spectrum

Another example is allot of this footage coming from ..Mexico.. showing very similar renderings of the flying serpents and the smaller ufo's that are acting more biological rather than mechanical.

Utilizing these particular examples that I am referring to, now I will extrapolate into the Electro-Magnetic spectrum (which we only perceive an infinitesimal amount...

The eye is subjective to the brain, we see with our brains, our brains are tuned into very specific frequencies as well as the rest of our sensory perceptions...that being said...

I believe there are a plethora of species that live and operate outside of our sensory perceptions, throughout time human kind has called these things gods, demons or angels from antiquity to extraterrestrial beings in the modern times...

Now onto the lens & electronics of a camera which is what I do for a living, they are indiscriminate when it comes to perception and are not governed by the brains that the elohim/annunaki/the gods have governed for their devices.

In case with the Nasa footage these electronic instruments gather the light and convert it into the visual spectrum that we are native to, therefore several anomalies consistently turn-up from digital media...

Concerning the blue hair bow image, I would contend that it is a species of life that we cannot perceive kinda looks like a butterfly gently laying on your beautifully thick hair very similar that a bilogical butterfly or other insect would do in the natural.

Mankind's ego has made us the Macro, when I been contending for a long time now we are just another form of the micro...Considering we only access 3% of our genetic fullness and 10& of our brain consciously...

I hope this provides a rational building block for you to take in as info to form your own conclusions...

Wish you a wonderful Sunday my dear friend
All love, peace and respect

It was weird becau i had this mer theme for the Little Mermaiden and then began to look for this song about cats but couldn't find it uca it is on Project Playlist instead. Then I stumbled across a group of playlists and noticed that one of them called "Down By the Sea" had three songs on it and they were "Down By the Sea," "Song For Cats music for mom," and "TRUE SONG" (a song in Japanese that starts off with a water sound). I I tried to post the playlist but couldn't find it any more so found the songs individually and did n't know how to put them ona playlist so posted them individually. I'm getting these weird signals like deja vu or maybe noticing something arational going on with how this post is developming.