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Advice for a Blocked Creative

I recently met an individual online who has trouble manifesting her creativity, and when she does maifest creatively, she then has trouble sharing her creativity with people. She’s very talented. In trying to help her remove her creative block I wrote the email below. My wife, when she read it suggested that it would make a good blog, so I removed any personal references and have posted it. Please comment if you have any thoughts on the matter.

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As creatives, we're all insecure. I don't know anyone who isn't to a greater or lesser degree.  If it's not apparent in an individual, it’s likely his or her strong ego may be set up as a defense mechanism.  But I'm almost certain that on some level you will find it there. 

I have a friend who has won grammy awards.  He's widely recognized as one of the greatest instrumentalists in the world…and by those who play the same instrument as him, no less. And when it comes time for someone to listen to something he's done, he makes excuses, or apologizes about things the same as the rest of us.

One of the greatest guitar heroes in the world has horrible stage fright. He vomits before almost every show because of nerves. It's probably the biggest reason why he's an alcoholic, because he drank as a coping mechanism so he could get in front of people to perform.

I could give you endless examples. Some of the most talented people I know are the most insecure about what they do.  I think it's part of what makes them great, because they are never satisfied with what they've done and always strive to do better. So, unfortunately, the insecurity will probably always be there.  

By definition, creativity is a deviation from the norm.  Deviations from the norm are not easily understood, accepted, or rewarded by our culture.

And when you share your creativity, you are putting yourself out there. You are baring your soul, opening up and inviting people to see within you.  You are exposing yourself and by that act you are vulnerable. That vulnerability is a big part of what makes a great work of art so beautiful.

But you don't have to view this lack of acceptance or understanding by society as a negative. Society is challenging you. This challenge forces us to be better.  To refine our art. To try harder. To be more effective communicators. As creatives, if everything we did were automatically accepted, honestly… music would be pretty lame; it would all be a first draft of ideas.

But let me ask you, what are your motivations for making music? A driving creative force within yourself?  Or love, understanding, and acceptance by other people?
 
If you search within yourself, the answer is probably a little bit of both.

The creative force is not the problem.  The need for love and acceptance probably is.

That need is a manifestation of the ego. And as such, it will never be satisfied for long.  Attention by other people, love, acknowledgement…those are like food for the ego, it thrives on it. And the opposite, rejection, lack of understanding, etc. are incredibly painful to it.

By not sharing your creativity, your ego is in a place where it feels safe. Your willingness to do your own music is probably blocked out of a fear of rejection, lack of understanding, or acceptance by other people. If you don't put yourself out there, there is no chance of being hurt.

If you can recognize this within yourself, you can see the ego arising in these situations. By being consciously aware of the ego and its needs you are shining the light of awareness on it.  By witnessing the ego within yourself, you detach your identification with egoic needs and drives.  This acknowledgement diminishes the strength of the ego's hold on you. You can let it arise, and accept it for what it is, then move on and share your art.

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deviation ?

did u say creativity is a deviation from the norm ?

au contraire my dear man

 

 

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Supplementing the Muse

Hey Carl--i thought i would offer this premium audio clip as a way to complement your wonderful treatment of art and the creative impulse.  Just in case you missed it; it can be easy for great pieces like these to get lost in the archives.

Supplementing the Muse: Towards an Integral Lifestyle for the Creatively Obsessed

Diane Musho Hamilton

For the past year, Paul has inhabited a lifestyle that is slowly but surely destroying his life. You see, Paul is an artist. In fact, Paul is a rather extraordinary artist whose creative impulses often manifest with an explicitly integral emphasis. But, as he admits, his passionate embrace of the Romantic Artist archetype—in all its glory and tragic brilliance—has made his life decidedly less than integral.

Using voice dialogue, Diane and Paul engage a host of exciting and unusual voices all vying for Paul’s attention: the Muse, Artistic Discipline, the Creative Problem Solver, and the Artistic Realist. Incredibly, a synthesis emerges, and the unique flexibility and scalability of an Integral Life Practice suggests just how to put that synthesis into action—in other words, practical advice for how to make sure Paul lives to his 30th birthday. We are extremely excited.

 

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Corey W deVos
(dj rekluse)

Writer, Content Producer, and Webmaster
Integral Life, Integral Naked
Managing Editor, KenWilber.com

"Include the Values, Negate the View!"

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Right On

As a visual artist I felt this article was right on about artists angst.  In the corporate world, perfection can be the enemy of good, while in the artistic world, good is never good enough.  There is a constant pursuit towards excellence (which is hard to come by) so we have placed ourselves in the uncomfortable position of being almost constantly disappointed.  While it´s a wonderful ideal to ignore extrinsic reward, as human beings we still long for comfort and appreciation. The ego is a touchy subject these days and is being portrayed as the evil villan in the black hat.  But it can be more than that, a useful tool for our survival and self discovery, and I like Carl´s suggestion to embrace it and bring it into our awareness instead of ignoring it or trying to erase it completely.  It´s part of our complete human experience just like my art is the expression of who I am.