Multi dimensional holographic universe.

HAS ANYONE ELSE EXPERIENCED THAT WE SEEM TO BE CO CREATORS OF A MULTIDIMENSIONAL HOLOGRAPHIC UNIVERSE (IN WHICH EACH OF US AFFECTS THE WHOLE) ?  THAT WE ACTUALLY ARE A PART OF THE UNIVERSE WITNESSING ITSELF IN CREATION ? Inspite of this experience and other peak experiences of "enlightenment" I am nowhere near the daily attainment of Zen or transcendental states,although I have witnessed and performed astonishing miracles of healing from time to time,I feel I have a long way to go regarding my meditative practise.

I have also experienced a sate of compassion love & acceptance in a place beyond pain,grief & horror in which all is resolved by selfless love, however inspite of such experiences which changed my perception and life I still find myself at a low stage of development.