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Study, Meditation and Service

 

I am Eternally grateful for
 The Peaceful Ground of Equanimity
on which to stand
The Compassionate Eye of Wisdom
that Lights the Way
And the Joyful Heart of Love
in Action
 
Prayer of Gratitude[1]
 
Study, Meditation & Service
 
    All spiritual traditions and paths - to some degree or another, in one form or another - include these three injunctions[2] as essential practice for those aspiring to discover greater depth and meaning in life. They are usually interpreted as requiring extra time and effort devoted to studying prescribed scriptures and/or other text, formal sitting meditation and/or prayer, and sacrificial service to those in need. It sounds like a lot of hard work and discipline. From this perspective it's no wonder most people shy away from the so called spiritual life and why those who don't often seem more sullen than happy.
 
    What if I was to tell you that when you penetrate to the depths of simplicity in these three injunctions you will discover they are not three tasks you must undertake, but A Single Way of Being/Doing that brings ease and joy, love and light into daily living!
 
    I hope to stimulate in you a new perspective on these aged pillars of the spiritual paths. When viewed as a whole study, meditation and service are revealed to be the integration of Being/Doing. This is the full engagement of Life as it is meant to be – inspired and "in joy able" under all circumstances.
   
    All who seek to consciously tread a spiritual path can be said to be divinely dissatisfied. That is, they are deeply dissatisfied with being perpetually dissatisfied. Therefore - when first encountered - study, meditation and service may be seen by you as prescriptions for relief. Whether it is study, meditation or service that holds the most appeal to you depends on the circumstances that provoked your dissatisfaction. There are three varieties and each stimulates a particular need.
 
     Perhaps the turmoil and confusion of daily interactions and personal drama sparked your desire for greater clarity. Maybe the internal and external strife produced by a plethora of beliefs, customs, and conflicting agendas led you to seek resolution through the discovery of Truth. Or it could be that the lack of fulfillment in the attainment of personal goals moved you to search for greater life purpose. Study, meditation and service can be seen as a means to these ends. They are usually understood as three distinct and separate activities.
 
    The potential pitfall at this stage is becoming captivated by one of these disciplines to the exclusion of the other two. Such a lopsided approach leads to a life out of balance. With an over emphasis on meditation you risk becoming addicted to the re-creation of peace and clarity during your formal practice. If you rely on study alone you are likely to become trapped in an intellectual cul-de-sac, addicted to feelings of security that come from the reinforcement of mental positions. And focusing on service alone can leave you restless and ill at ease when not engaged in your service activity and distracted from your feelings.
 
    But clarity on the cushion while still clouded in daily life is pointless, truth without application is meaningless and purpose in life is not found in what we do but how and why we do it. Therefore it is wise to seek a closer relationship between these three facets of the spiritual path.
 
    As we bring the openness of the meditative mind into our studies and the curiosity of our studious nature into our meditation insights arise.  In seeking to be of service to the truth and to bring truth into service we allow the values of truth to be paramount in determining how we interact with others; our ethics are shaped by the truth as we know it. And finally, being open and compassionate in relating to our self and others manifests as mindfulness in our service and meditation practices. With time we come to understand that studying is not limited to the scriptures, meditation is not confined to the cushion and service is not bound by place and time.
 
 
 
  Caught in a self-centered dream, only suffering
Holding to self-centered thoughts, exactly the dream
This moment, Life as it is, the only teacher
Being just this moment, Compassion’s Way
 
Anonymous
Vows from San Diego Zen Center[3]
 
 
    While the bringing together of all three facets of spiritual practice in this manner does serve to extend them more into daily life, there still remain subtle separations. There are separations both between the three spheres of practice and between the practitioner and the practices. That is, the perception is that insight informs and shapes ethics, ethics are applied to behavior and mindfulness is something we do in relationship to our activity. Although it can easily be seen that each practice impacts the others it is equally clear that a slight time/space separation still exists between the practices.
 
    Regarding the separation remaining between practitioner and practice do not be fooled by language. Even though the words we use may imply “being” – such as, “I am being mindful” – the understanding is more likely to be that the practice of mindfulness is, “something I do”. Given that the natural developmental structures in human consciousness shaped through millennia of cultural and social conditioning firmly underpin the tendency toward “self-centered” thinking this is not a surprise! The surprise lies in the discovery that the spiritual practice initially adopted as a means towards the ending of my suffering could well become a camouflaged trap blocking the exit from my “self-centered dream”.
 
    Do not be mistaken. This is not an attack on spiritual practice. This is a journey through the complexities of thought surrounding spiritual practices to the simplicity of Being/Doing that lay at their heart. The next step is to look into the heart and discover what it takes to reside there.
 
    You can see into the heart of study, meditation and service by returning to where we started – to the apparent needs that prompted our conscious entry onto the spiritual path. We sought a higher Truth in hopes of bridging the gaps in our own fractured psyche and in conflicted humanity. We sought Clarity when we saw the folly and consequences of the “blind leading the blind”. We sought greater Purpose following the revelation that our goals based on personal aggrandizements are hollow. In short our felt need for Truth, Clarity and Purpose is rooted in Love. The Love I am pointing to is not a sentimental memory or attitude nor an emotional state dependent on the ebb and flow of circumstance. It is Love free of limitations and conditions, unbound in expression and extension. It is an all inclusive Love
  
      This diagram illustrates how Love is central in motivating us to study, meditate and serve. What it also indicates is that when Love’s centrality is recognized Clarity, Wisdom and appropriate Action are seen to be natural and spontaneous manifestations, free from the constraints of any particular form or discipline. What is implied but cannot really be shown is that there is no separation. It is all Love as Being/Doing.
 
      This is analogous to walking along familiar paths in a forest. You know where you want to go and where the various pathways lead. Coming upon a fork in the trail there is no separation in seeing, knowing and doing; you simply step onto the correct path. The choice is seen, decided and acted upon in one smooth unbroken motion. So it is with the Heart of Love. There is no separation between sensing, knowing and appropriate response.
 
    The spiritual impulse then is not to have or share love. Our innate drive is to “Be Love”.
 
 
Seeking this one will never find it
Fleeing this one will never escape it
Grasping this one will never hold it
Stand still with this and this is all there is
Just This[4]
  
 
    Your next question might well be, “How do I do it? How can I Be Love?” And the answer is, there is nothing that you can do to “Be Love”. You can only discover the Love that you are already.
 
    So, you ask, “Where is this Love? Why have I never seen it? If I am this Love why have I never experienced it? If I am this Love how can I be so hateful?” Consider this. After hearing wondrous stories of water’s life giving and nourishing qualities a fish goes in search for that marvelous elixir. When nothing extraordinary is encountered he decides water really doesn’t exist. It’s not that the water is too far away or too well hidden to be found. On the contrary, it is the close proximity and ever present nature of the water that conceals it from the fish. Water is the very substance in which he has always lived, moved and had his being and it was never experienced as anything other than ordinary. It never warranted any special attention and if its presence was even noted at all it was with an air of indifference. And all too often this is how it is with Love. But, not only do we live, move and have our being in this Love – we are this Love.
 
      I am saying that Love is now and has always been present and is always perfect in its activity. Therefore all activity (and non activity) you have ever experienced was Love in Action and perfectly appropriate. It is understandable that you may chafe at this statement. After all, it probably seems perfectly clear to you that Love could have no hand in much of our every day strife, let alone the daily string of misery and atrocities we witness in the world. But consider this. Young children are quick to judge the wise and loving actions of their parents as uncaring and hurtful. However, any loving parent knows full well that pleasing the child is not necessarily in the child’s best interest. The wise parent also realizes that as the children get older allowing them to suffer the consequences of their actions can be the most loving – and hardest – non activity one will undertake. And so it is with this Love.
 
    You need not take my word for it though. Just honestly reflect back through your life experiences. From your present perspective, with the benefit of hindsight, answer this, “how many of your so called tragedies have actually turned out to have beneficial consequences?” Perhaps right now you can only see one or two instances where this is so. Even if there is just one example, you will have to admit that the limitation of perspective can and does distort the Truth.
 
    So, perhaps you are beginning to open up to the possibility that this Love does exist and has already been the active agent in Life. But still some questions remain. Such as, “What are the circumstances that will allow me to be more aware of this Love?” And, “What does it mean to Be Love?”  Let us explore these questions.
                  
    You must start from where you are in any process of discovery. In regards to the first question that means you must first seek to discover what it is right now that is keeping this Love hidden from view. A clue is to be found in the short exercise above. There you utilized the marvelous capacity of mind to enlarge perspective by reflecting back over time. It was only from this broader perspective that the evidence for Love in Action could be revealed. It is not unreasonable then to infer that the more limited your perspective the more limited your perception of Love.
 
    How many ways do you limit your perspective? What are the effects on perspective of your judgments, preferences and beliefs? How does your perspective change when you are able to put yourself in the other person’s shoes? What happens when you take an “objective” stance? Do things look different when you consider the environmental or systemic conditions? How many ways are there to enlarge your perspective?
 
    These are not questions that I am going to answer for you. They are not even questions to be answered conclusively by you. These questions are an invitation to explore. I only suggest that as you explore you pay attention along the way to what happens to “you”. What must happen to the boundaries of “you” in order to move through various perspectives? Also, how does changing perspectives affect the quality of relationship? Take some time to really examine these questions before you continue.
 
     Now, what about the second question? “What does it mean to Be Love?” If you actively pursued the above exploration even a little it should be apparent to you that the broader the perspective the more inclusive it is. What is the quality of your perception when you simply take in all that arises - all perceptions, thoughts, feelings, everything? Just sit like that for a while, totally allowing everything to be as it is. If attention wanders that’s OK too. What happens when it does? Take a few minutes with this and then proceed.
 
    It has been said that Love is infinite and all inclusive. It can be likened to the space which both surrounds and interpenetrates all phenomenal objects.  From this wide open perspective, are You so very different?
 
    So, there you have it. Study, Meditation and Service are practices that point the way to the Heart of Love in Action. It does not take time to enter there, because there is where You are already. However, it may take time for the illusory you to drop the illusion of control. When You know who You are You can’t help but enjoy the ride.
 
 

© 2007, Jerry L Sherwood   

 


[1] Prayer of gratitude, 2007, JLS
[2] Not all traditions include an injunction to meditate. However, prayer pursued to its deepest level of communion with God leads one to a place of stillness. It is simply a matter of differing terminology. The goal of prayer and meditation is the same, Clarity. 
[3] From the endnotes of “Nothing Special”, by Charlotte Joko Beck. 1993, Harper Collins
[4] Just This, 1998, JLS

 

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Evolutionary Love

Hi Jerry,

 

Great blog. I really like the meditation, study, service triad, and also wisdom, clarity, action. This is a particularly great line at the end:

Study, Meditation and Service are practices that point the way to the Heart of Love in Action.

 

However, I want to discuss these lines:

 

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I am saying that Love is now and has always been present and is always perfect in its activity. Therefore all activity (and non activity) you have ever experienced was Love in Action and perfectly appropriate.

 

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There is a lot to this perspective, much more than a lot of people realize, but I don't think it is considering the evolutionary perspective. It sounds a little mythological and predeterministic the way it stands now.

First of all, we would have to ask for evidence that this is true. I understand that it can seem like it is true, but that is just one perspective.

I think it's problematic for a number of reasons. For one thing, it is a perspective that could enable all sorts of manipulation, energy vampiring, and the like--once an action is committed a person could simply declare: "The Self is perfect! Love is perfect!"

I also think it's an idea that could undermine the action part of your wisdom, clarity, action triad. "There is no need for action here because you haven't been victimized. Love is always and has always been perfect."

Now, the need to stay out of the victim position is essential to deep authenticity. However, the need to evolve and participate in the evolution of all four quadrants is equally essential. I think we have to come up with a formulation that is paradoxical, something like: "Love is always perfect and always needs to improve," or something like that. I understand that "perfect" is an absolute, but I think a parodox is necessary to integrate the evolutionary perspective, the evolutionary nature of Love.

 

~David

 

 

 

 

 

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Love the Ride

I was wondering if you would write more about the part where the fork in the road becomes a simple matter of continuing, without hesitation.   Finding evidence from the 3 types of the 4 quadrants, etc. inherently.  Standing at the fork, figuring things out, would mean I'm evolvING, whereas, seeing the fork ahead, and inherently continuing, would mean I've already evolvED.  Love works.

 

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