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Drowning in the Sea of Existence - (Weekly Harangue #118)

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DROWNING IN THE SEA OF EXISTENCE



This present text is the extended remix of a recent harangue (entitled “The Ship of Fools”).  Despite being pleased with the style & tone of that article, I have come to believe that its main moral point eluded the conscious appreciation of many readers.  So the following words are perhaps a little less artistic, and not nearly as succinct, but I think they will make the internal logic and issues more explicit.  I hope you will forgive the replay and length of this subtle & interesting topic...

The primary purpose of this writing is to compare two different ways in which we can encounter the feeling of being.  This being-ness is a very highly prized quality in the most advanced spiritual & human development systems.  Buddhist adepts teach that divinity (or “enlightenment”) exists everywhere, in everything -- and that we can make contact with it by properly contemplating the suchness of anything.  The lucid realism of Reality is available in our direct experience of the is-ness of a tall mountain, the that-ness of a simple stone, the voila! of a superb blazing sunrise.    

Such a doctrine is widely considered be both highly sophisticated & very sacred.  Exalted & holy.  So we might be somewhat surprised to discover a similar doctrine lurking in a low & popular form of commercial entertainment -- specifically a parody of a hip hop music video (starring Saturday Night Live’s Andy Samberg & his band “The Lonely Island”). Their song “I’m on a Boat” pokes fun at rap music’s obsession with ostentatious displays of material wealth while also mocking the silly human ego-habit of puffing ourselves up pretentiously when standing on the proud deck of an expensive yacht.  This tune -- regardless of our personal affinity for it -- is a bit of jaunty, robust social critique wherein intelligently sensitive people do ludicrously crass things in order to provoke a liberating mood of humorous and progressive cultural edginess.  That sounds fine -- but who cares?  What is useful in all of this if we are not fans of Hip Hop, SNL, commercial culture or wanton profanity? 

Well, we should be quite curious and concerned precisely because it is our job to locate living wisdom and existential insight absolutely everywhere.  We are not yet good friends of “growth” or “dharma” unless we strive to uncover it from within every nook & cranny of our crazy culture.  I would recommend watching this video a few times -- as many as necessary until your temperamental personal attitude of liking or disliking it goes away... until you “get over” the style and begin to empathize with the deeper structural intelligence of its creators.  Not imagining that they are hidden sages encoding secrets into songs but rather that the structure of their unwisdom is a leaping off point into our own wisdom.  If we make this effort we will discover something very remarkable at the heart of the song’s lyrics:

I'm on a boat, I'm on a boat

Everybody look at me

'Cause I'm sailing on a boat

[...]

Straight flowing on a boat on the deep blue sea

[...]

 

 

But this ain't Seaworld, this is as real as it gets

 

I'm on a boat, motherfucker, don't you ever forget

[...]

 

 

Get the fuck up, this boat is real!

 

[...]

Yeah, never thought I'd be on a boat

[...]

I'm on a boat, I'm on a boat

Take a good hard look

At the motherfucking boat!


These words -- despite their redundant silliness -- continuously assert the mere "is-ness" of being-on-a-boat.  It is really a contemplation of suchness -- just like in High Buddhism.  The ironic performers are demonstrating the presence of a remarkable surplus enjoyment that is intimately connected to the intentional invocation of the precise quality of reality that is possessed by any Real thing.  Very curious.  How can such a preposterous form of entertainment be performing such a rare invocation?  There is a very odd juxtaposition here between profound & profane versions of the human encounter with Beingness.

Is the high-in-the-low?  Or is the low-in-the-high?  Is Esoteric Buddhism only repeating some pointless assertion trick used in “I’m on a Boat”?  Or is the juvenile music video actually expressing the holiest wisdom of the Himalayan saints?  Should we dismiss both -- or praise both?  Such a delicate decision may end up determining many things about our most basic existential relationship to this world and to ourselves.  

Devaluing both would be provocative, interesting, but if we ponder our options carefully, we will probably realize that our maximum personal benefit will most likely be attained by giving them both the benefit of the doubt -- assuming that they are both sublime & revelatory facets of the transcendental Truth of the All-Being in which we utterly inhere.  We can glimpse something intriguing in the similarity between High and Low profundity but to assimilate it more deeply we need to be friends with all sides of this issue.  We need, if our our wish in life is to grow and deepen as much as possible, to cultivate an attitude which always expects to discover the highest-within-the-lowest... which is always hungry to integrate the most diverse energies of our personal and cultural reality.  

It is one thing (a common thing) to claim that we embrace the universal presence of the Divine & trust in the  hypothetical ubiquity of universal Truth.  Yet it is often quite another thing to actually seek out and discern the wisdom secrets that may be disguised by the crude, the obscure, the conflicting, the grotesque, the ironic, the brash, etc.  Our holiest truths must be shared equally between reverence & irreverence.

If we want to grow ever more deeply into the reality of our own existence then we undoubtedly must stay hungry for any new pathways, high or low, sensible or strange, which bring our intelligence and our feelings into an engagement with the issue of isness.  Here, then, is one more invocation.  Here is another glimpse of humanity's effort to bring the background quality of existence into the foreground of feeling & attention.  Partway between high & low culture is this following snippet of theatrical dialogue from the well-regarded play (and film) “Rosencrantz & Guildenstern are Dead”.  This excerpt echoes the video “I’m on a boat” by its whimsical combination of a humorous nautical motif with a conscious pondering on the subject of Beingness.  Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, of course, are notable minor characters from Shakespeare’s Hamlet who are carrying the famous question “To be or not to be?” into some strange waters...  

 

Guildenstern

Do you think death could possibly be a boat?

                

Rosencrantz

No, no, no... death is -- not.  Death isn't.  You take my meaning?  Death is the ultimate negative: not being.  You can't not be on a boat.

                

Rosencrantz

I've frequently not been on boats.

 

Guildenstren

No, no, no... what you've been is not on boats.

 

Rosencrantz

I wish I was dead.


Humorous.  Apparently they never thought they’d BE on a boat.  Again, if we open our minds to the Nature of Isness we may start to find that this investigation is going on absolutely.. everywhere.

Amun-Ra, the Egyptian Lord of Being, travels through the Underworld in his Solar Boat:
 



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