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Soul Emergence with Corresponding Inner Technology

"Letting go of holding back." When first hearing this statement my thoughts flashed back to over 18 years ago to an expereince that put this saying into perspective for me. Most of my life has been this holding back...."what will others say hearing about my somewhat, stange altered experiences."

But in the middle of the night, in a somewhat trance-like state, experencing powerful surges of energy running though my body, from lower chakras to my heart level, thoughts of death overwhelmed me. This was the beginning of my letting go;  and, thus the beginning years of consultations with mental/spiritual practitioners, while my body continued its experiences of these energy surges, out of body experiences, and a co-existing ability to discern most energy issues within others. My gift and curse. It was to be only years later to present time, that gratitude of my unusual abilites brought me joy.

Discovering great teachers and mentors and a meditation practice helped take me deeper into the cave of my heart. While understanding eluded me, co-existing with all my shadows was this presence emerging that I trusted and loved. Everything was rising to the surface like a tidal wave moving to the shore. Within this emerging love and awareness was an observer of everything, like watching an old movie of myself, and not a great one. Where deception and lies tried to hold up the false identity, so carefully crafted over the years, now slowly coming apart. Fear and love stood face to face; one with doubt and one with courage.

This love, my soul emerging, pushed and pulled all these twisted energies; little shadow selves in panic with anxiety, shame, anger, you name it, the dark energies were all gathered ready for war to defend their territory. But, this greater love observed and looked on with compassion and kindness, understanding the letting go, the surrender needed to bring the chaos to a place of peace, quiet and harmony.

The infinite source pulsating with its urgent movement and my soul, one with this powerful reality, heeded this clarion urgency and thus began the clean up through the exposure of all the messy energies within me. Infinite source, partnered with my soul, through my body vessel was becoming conscious and awake for it's great adventure; to be in the world of form, with use of all the senses, in a pure and cleansed, vessel. This is its directive path, its purpose and it's joy. Me as Soul, one with great realty, source of all, and what, I believe, is our next great evolutionary level. Personality is dropped, let go and Soul emerges to contain more power of source to be at this next great level. A movement of Ero and Agape through the vessel form, ready to birth a new reality, where love and light now finally merge as the new story.

We have all been witness to great technologies in the last century up to our present time. With rapid speed we send messages via text and cell phone. Computers allow us to instantly connect all over the world. Machines are gaining great power but they can only contain the level of energy that is available in the external world. In other words, their power comes from the level of power within the greatest minds able to come up with the newest ideas and apps to implement those ideas. But minds aren't always sourced by souls, who are sourced by infinite reality, God. The personality mind can only hold so much power, often not strongly connected to source. But the soul, our next great emerging level of power is sourced by the infinite, and its ability to bring new technologies into existence will make the present technologies, soon, obsolete. Have any of you seen the transformer machine movies? Do you think our souls and infinite source want those vessels? Hmm! I don't think so.

Here are some exciting technologies to contemplate: rapid knowing via soul to soul messaging. Hidden cell phones within our bodies with an ability to give us instant messaging  through powerful intuition of right thoughts, actions to take and right decisions to make....always coming from the emerged soul whose operating system is LOVE.....generousity, kindness, compassion, deep integrity, healing signals to the body before sickness and dis ease sets in. In other words, the soul DNA gets activated, releasing higher levels of cellular ability and funtioning....we go through rapid acceleration within, as this infinite source moves through us via our soul self.....we no longer identify with ourselves as personalities, we know we are souls, one with all power. We use our inner technologies of telepathy, teleportation, soul intuition, clairvoyance, and technologies even we can't imagine today.Now this is technology to get excited about....and no one will be able to come into this technology until they have advanced into their soul level. So this power will never be abused. It's natural resource never runs out. it just keeps getting replinished with use. Love begets more love.....Now, please don't associate this love with your personality love....just not the same energy or source

This Soul DNA, our unused strands, always, already there, just waiting to be activated once the ego personlity identity is let go...lots of work but don't you think worth it, to have the experience we've all come into this existence to have?

Visualize this: waking each morning with joyful energy pulsating through you, and instead of checking your emails and cell phones, you first check within....the messaging within will let you know what is most important, as you download from your soul energy internal thoughts, ideas, and prompts of what you're to do that day....then, when you do get around to checking the machines, you can quickly delete what you already know is not important. And, not waste any unnecessary energy. In the beginning, as all emerging levels show us, this will be in its infancy with only a small percentage having this ability. But this level of power will soon act as a conveyor belt to bring more along. So this inner technology will be like any new ability; practice, practice and more practice until we are able to ride the winds of great change to greater levels of accomplishment, use and management.

My dear loving friends does this sounds like some kind of science fiction? But doesn't every new vision and idea coming out of a higher level have this doubt? The airplane, boat, car, skyscrapper, MRI machine, heart transplant....yet, here we are just a few decades away from the first car and airplane....Our ability now to contain greater levels of infinite power will soar us like eagles into greater realities, with even greater abilites, making the information age look like a primitive culuture.

Once we understand and harness our inner resources, this powerful love from great source contained within our soul levels, we then transform this powerful energy into inner technologies and outer technologies to help diminish over use of external resources.  I haven't come close to touching upon what this could mean, and, of course, this all comes through my own subjective experience, giving me this translation and perspective. But, let me say my being is a simple, ordinary girl who grew up with lots of shadows that created a really distorted personality, but this is no longer my experience. Joy and love are constant companions; they are the energies of who I am, a beautiful soul, one with life. What I'm trying to say is this can be humanity's next great experience.....

Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to write and post these powerful urges within. No longer can I contain what is within me, so letting go of holding on, frees me. But this message has a powerful truth; we are greater than we can ever realize, but we can never know this realization until we step out of our little personality stories. Our souls will take us to higher levels, but this new story can never be created or understood from the lower levels of personality. And, I do believe the Universe, God, is ready to create with us through our soul level this new story. But this is a fact: there is more love and joy lived in a day of that soul existence than in a life time lived from the small personality story. 

All my love,

Mary Linda

 

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Dear Mary Linda

Thank you for a beautiful post. You have shared at a very deep level and I wish to commend you for the tremendous courage it must have taken to share in this way as you let go of holding back.

What you envision is breathtaking and it is clear from your sharing that you experience this already.

Your call to the awakening of the soul rings out with humility. Thank you.

May your song be heard by many and may many join you in this emergence.

Love

Linda

 

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That was beautifully put Mary Linda.

I have had some very similar experiences. Most recently just before I went to see Sai Baba. I had just announced to work I was going over to India to see him and was explaining to a coworker what he was like when I felt this energy building in my root chakra. I left to go home because it was getting very intense. If I kept moving like a snake it was not too painful. Then my back started to spasm. Then what I would call my ego started in on me saying things like who do you think you are going to see this holy man. You are not worthy and I started to see all the times when I lied, when I had failed, did self serving things enbarrasment, shame, guilt, all surfaced. I kept letting go of holding on. Then past lives surfaced about trying to help the Goddess excape percecution where I was executed again and again and again. After each execution a brief period of no pain then another experience. Then it said you could commit suicide and be free of this pain and I knew it was the ego. I was in enormous pain like someone had been kicking me over and over. Just before what the ego said to me next I heard a voice say don't judge this. It was like this observer was watching calm and unmoveable. Then the ego showed me a picture of the back of Sai Baba and said he does not even know you exist. I relinquished my lunch and laid down on the bathroom floor exhausted. Finally I crawled back into bed then repeated this a few times. This had been going on for about 4 hours. I finally came to complete surrender. Then I heard that calm unmovable surity saying "non of that matters your are worthy!" It was like regardless of anything I (ego) have done or left undone or said or not said I am worthy. And at that all pain vanished and I was left in absolute stillness. I lay in stillness without a thought in my head for hours before falling asleep.

The next day I just sat on the porch swing being perfectly content doing nothing, noticing the things floating by in the air. Feeling connected with everything and loved for hours at a time. Work was no big deal I didn't have to prove anything I just calmly did my work noticing the beauty around me.

Thank you God, Goddess, All That Is, for this life and these experiences.

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Beautiful post here Mary Linda. Thank you. I would love to learn more of your understanding and/or experience of soul. I understand suffering ego all too well. At best pure Spirit is invisible to me. Soul must be somewhere on the spectrum in between. This line stood out for me; "help diminish over use of external resources". I think that as we learn to have a more and more intimate love affair with our soul we will be less addicted to consuming stuff to try to distract our self from our egoic suffering.

Stan