MOTHER AT HOME

My mother 88 years old now is like a little girl that adores that I tack her into bed and that smiles when I put ice cream for desert.  My friends tell me that I'm too young to be dedicated to my mother and contrarily I'm finding a mastery of LOVE and work with the shadow that a master in Harvard couldn't match ¡¡¡.  I'm living one of the most integral experiences of my life and I know that is a great challenge for my ego.  The worst part so far is to prepare three meals a day, set up and put up the table three times a day and maintain the conciousness in every minute of it.  I only pray that I will keep it up as I meditated before her coming home.  I want to maintain PEACE and ACCEPTANCE no matter what happens. Whether she does something apparently unnaceptable or whether if I find her dead one day when I come back to the house. I understand that this opportunity is bringing me inner wisdom and calmness.  A patience that I didn't even know that I had.  And it is wonderful to feel useful for the woman that 53 years ago helped me to see the physical light, cause the other, THE LIGHT it is and it always was in us and sorrounding us. 

Higher conciousness and dance

Raquel from Madrid